I know I've been neglecting my site here.

Once upon a time, I liked to write about everything.

Now when something happens I just like to deal with it on my own. I can think without putting the words on paper (or a screen).

In fact, I think better that way. I feel less confused now, although it doesn't mean things aren't confusing sometimes. Just my head is clearer and I can more easily figure things out, or turn around and leave them alone.

The things I want to do may be in the past. Or they may be in the summer and I will have them back in June. I am trying not to think about them and only do what I know will bring myself and others a smile. No point in dwelling on what could still be, right?

Time is the problem here. There's not enough time. For anything, really. I would kill for more time, but I think no matter what there will never be enough.

Can I go back to church now please? Can I go back to God?

It's snowing:) Or, it was as I was driving home from voice today. I stopped at a red light and looked up, and just got lost in the sky. Picturing you standing in the snow brought a smile to my face. I hope you were smiling, too.

Really good voice lesson today, for once.

I need to stay up. Need to stay up...